My english teacher was talking about artists and why they always write/draw/rhyme about depressing subjects and he brought up the idea that they do it because they simply don't feel the urge to produce art when they are happy.
And while that's not entirely true, it strikes home for me. I find that I produce the most art and/or experiment the most with art is when I'm slightly unhappy, VERY unhappy, or just...plain.. not exactly happy. But now that I AM happy. And happy almost ALL the time, I have absolutely NO URGE to draw or work on my head. I'm not really sure if that's a GOOD thing..or even if it's a BAD thing, but now that I've noticed it, I kind of want to start drawing again...
Merely because its one of the things that I think defines who I am, and to just stop would be a travesty... to myself. :D
The only anime's I'm keeping up with are Kurozuka, Kannagi, Skip Beat, Mouryou, umm... Tales of the Abyss sorta, and To Aru..Index. Oh! And Casshern!! which rocks.. and Kyou no Go ni........ and Hakushaku........and Tora..dora...and Yakazura Quartet. Holy shit. The only one's I'm not keeping up with is Kemeko, Akane, Ga-Rei and Shikahime.. *fail* Way to slim down my anime watching <- idiot.
On the other hand...Midterms = fail. I'm in so much trouble.. *mutters and gets back to english essay*